Read thee?

How I wish to read thee?
Into the depths of within

Bare and plain
And yet so divine!

In search of the unknown
With the thirst of knowing

Clueless yet cautious
About what I so adore!

Drifting away slowly
Steadily indeed

Tearing my heart again
I see, what a bargain?

Defined and formless
Crystal clear.

Subtle but firm
Like the wondrous form!

Filled with mystery
Wading away the misery?

Intense and fierceful
Paining me in joy!

Why am I so puzzled,
At this wonderful ploy?

Moving on with life again
I just wish to share

Read me or leave me
I do really care.

Plight

Seeking within relentlessly
To skim off the dirt permanently

Striving thus I move on vigorously
Falling and failing,  effortlessly
 I gather myself, quite senselessly.

Utterly painful and silly!
 Dropping me off repeatedly
In the same spot where I began vehemently!

I try to march ahead yet, courageously
Apparently cruel, I do crave worthlessly.
Laughing at my pain, seeking mercy from divine

Crippled,  am I within this cage?
Ceaseless struggle as it seems at this stage
Unbound I feel or am I missing the rage?

Holding onto grace with all my might
Looking nowhere else but at the divine sight.
Bless me thus as I am tired of my plight.

The wait...

Wait, as I behold
Weightless, I do aim to be
And yet, in cold, I wait for the untold!!!

Waiting, ah yes, it does mould...
Me into the world that seems far and bold
Leaving me to ponder thus- Am I growing old?

I feel neither the pain, nor there seems any gain

Of this wait that seems eternal and in vain?

Yet, here I am, waiting to unfold...
A treasure that's precious but already sold
Alas!!! to me it is greater than any emerald, diamond or any gold!

Moon - The whiteness

Darkness, It is , my beloved most!!
Bright, it seems with you,
the host??

Subtly chasing off the heat...
Burning within and ...without.

Watching you soar
Up and down
My heart beats ceaselessly in  devout.

Oozing out whiteness
That enters my very soul
kindling a sweet turbulence
That cause ripples galore!!!

Oh!!! What a joy it is
To see you adore
darkness of the sky
Yes, my beloved most.

Shiva Tonight, Shiva - The coolest!

#Shiva tonight, Bless me

To explode into the rapturous night with all my might

For my Master’s with me, who is ever so bright!

Shiva - the coolest, they ask me why?

Is there a reason for the sky for being a sky?

I think for a while,

And your thought does bring a smile

On my face that is otherwise so guile.

As I close my eye, with master’s grace - Oh My!

I feel you dance within - "tha dhi thai"

Making my little heart cry...

Like a child thats lost and doesn’t know why?

For no reason then, I feel so shy!

A shiver runs through my spine

I  shudder wonder why?

Leaving my throat so dry…

But I don't reachout for water,

And I have no clue why?

Aah!! I think I know you, the coolest guy!!

You dwell in the coolest home that is up so high?

As silly as I am, I  still wonder...

Sigh....Sigh...

And don't forget our deal, remember - I shall spy

That just before I fall really cold and die,

I should do nothing but wonder,

That you’re indeed the “coolest", But then, why? why? why?

Mind..Mind, Mind - Never mind???

Oh Mind!! I see you repeat patterns...
Chasing the limited at every occurrence

How do I distance myself from you?
By grit, or just by severe penance?

Here I am willing to destroy,
The very basis of what I thought of as my existence.

My master, my life breath...

Burn me from within, if you need to, spare no trial
For what I seek is no less than benevolence

Pull me out of this madness
This treacherous cycle that appears endless

Aware that I am, purely by your grace,
I  wish to dissolve now, at an insane pace.

A "deed" - 'A -"greed" ' ? ;-)

 As and when they need, then they heed
 And you believe, that they are yours indeed!!

You wander tirelessly, caught among this breed,
Quite ignorantly, until you are left with endless greed...

Again and again, you sow the seed
of a deed, yet deed and then yet another deed.

Ah!! you look around, in despair, moving round and round?
Like a clueless insect - yes, you are completely bound.

Nay!! Stop for a moment and just dive within, I plead
To find the weed, yes - one more weed and yet another weed...

Uproot these with it's seed and it's creed
To hit on the treasure of the much needed meed

And then you are free - like the air and the fire and the wetting rain
Dancing on the sand that made you and your grain

Go on and on till you explode and dissolve
Into the darkness of nothing - for, is that where you belong?