Trust - I do

Trust I do, time and again
Moving on in pain, yet again...

Realizing it is all in vain,
I smile at my own pain!

 
In the darkness of ignorance
Yet wild and cold

Seeking benevolence
On the path untold

With trust again, Now in divine!
For trust is love and trust is bold

Trust is against strife
And it is all that is life!

Trial of the Trail

Trying to trace the trial
of the trail that went past and how?

Trying and tiring seems the trail indeed
If trying is towards that which is frail

Mind Oh mind, try for that which will last
Turn the trail into grail!

Free yourself from the trial
Hail high and sail

Over the sea that brings terror and pain
Remember that there is neither pain nor in real any gain!

Read thee?

How I wish to read thee?
Into the depths of within

Bare and plain
And yet so divine!

In search of the unknown
With the thirst of knowing

Clueless yet cautious
About what I so adore!

Drifting away slowly
Steadily indeed

Tearing my heart again
I see, what a bargain?

Defined and formless
Crystal clear.

Subtle but firm
Like the wondrous form!

Filled with mystery
Wading away the misery?

Intense and fierceful
Paining me in joy!

Why am I so puzzled,
At this wonderful ploy?

Moving on with life again
I just wish to share

Read me or leave me
I do really care.

Plight

Seeking within relentlessly
To skim off the dirt permanently

Striving thus I move on vigorously
Falling and failing,  effortlessly
 I gather myself, quite senselessly.

Utterly painful and silly!
 Dropping me off repeatedly
In the same spot where I began vehemently!

I try to march ahead yet, courageously
Apparently cruel, I do crave worthlessly.
Laughing at my pain, seeking mercy from divine

Crippled,  am I within this cage?
Ceaseless struggle as it seems at this stage
Unbound I feel or am I missing the rage?

Holding onto grace with all my might
Looking nowhere else but at the divine sight.
Bless me thus as I am tired of my plight.